A morning wish isnt a normal wish...
it indicates that you are the first person 
on my mind today....
gooood morning 

I fall in love with that smile on your face every single day more and more..

All i want is someone who will stay no matter how hard it is to be with me.

I wish my brain had a map to where my heart should go...

If you love someone let it go...
if it actually leaves...
its never yours..
dont think about it...
let go...
and find someone better who wont leave at all...
cos if its true it wont leave...

Still waiting for the impossible to happen..</3

HEAR NO SHIT
-SPEAK NO SHIT
-TAKE NO SHIT....

When people ask me my relationship status...
what they think it might be...
-SINGLE
-TAKEN
-COMPLICATED
-ENGAGED
-MARRIED

What it really is...
-DATING SOMEONE WHO DOESNT EVEN KNOW I EXIST...

Sometimes you have to let things go...
Thats how they wil remain a part of our happy memories and not be remembered as memories wanted to be forgotten....
Its better to back off before the storm...

Your name only can get me smiling like a stupid in any situation at any given moment of the day...

I am kind enough to forgive you but not stupid enough to trust you again...sorry boy but if you leave there is no turning back...

the bst lovs stories r created wen d most unexpected ppl fall in lov n create d most swt cute lov stories...

the sad thing abt nw a days so cald lov is dat finally wen u let som1 hve u, dey stp doim wt it took 2 get u...

sometimes i just want to disappear and see if anyone would miss me 

Dat beautiful moment wen i pull u close 2 me n ma arms around ur waist squeezin u close... n whisper in ur ear sayin...
"Hey beautiful you r mine... n v'll b 2gether everyday n everynite today n 4eva... untill v breathe"....

i sometimes pretend to be happy, 
talking alot and laughing out loud so dat nobody would knw wts relly inside...
bt at d end of d day...
i always find myself alone,
encountering the crucial truth dat i m too broken inside tha t evn a million laughter cn tke it away...

"Keep those things in ur heart dat hurt others.. 
Bt..
neva try to hurt sum1..by keeping somethng in ur heart.."

Do not be sad if a person prefers another person over you .... 
It's hard to convince a monkey that a strawberry is sweeter than a banana.. ;p

V may hav lovd d wrong person, 

V may hav cried for d wrong reason,

But no matter hw thngs go wrng,

1 thng is sure 

mistakes help us find who d right one is..!!

its easy to sacrifice sumthin for sum1 bt wts difficult is findin sum1 worth d sacrifice

Somtyms I jst wana send u all those all msgs wich u sent me 2 let u knw hw many promises u broke hw bad u hurt n hw ur games hurt n ruin ma lyf I wish I had nvr met u bt I also hve d most memorable memories wid u... u cnt com n go as u wish u cnt hve d rite 2 hurt me still.. bt u do it... u cnt bear d thot of sum1 in ma lyf so u com bt u cnt stay so u leave jst 1 day of tokin 2 u n u knw I ll nvr b able 2 let any1 in... so either com 2 stay o leave completely dnt hurt me lyk dis I surely dnt deserve dis... </3

FREAKING OUT....!!!!!

he hasnt come online on whats app as yet  
I would have messaged but his gf has a problem with me arghhh...
everyday i see his last seen changing to online and to new last seen again but that didnt happen today  
i m not a stalker umm.. its more over just satisfies me that he is fine and he is in contact with people around which means he isnt isolating himself and is doing good if not very good with situation around...
almost half of the day has passed and his last seen is still yesterdays...
have thought of various reasons...
net pack may be over but with a postpaid phone that really doesnt happen...
his exams are on so he is studying but knowing him he switching off internet for an exam is the last thing i ll believe...
arghh its scaring... being his bestie thou we dont talk now i dont want him to isolate himself...
should i call him?? but what would i say then i called you cause you didnt come online today?? wont that seem wayyy to creepy...
waiting for your last seen to change to online no matter for how long...
hoping_you'll_be_fine

many people may be able to make you smile and laugh....
a few will make you smile...
but it takes someone special who makes you cry and laugh at the same time....

you may regret may things that you have said and done...
you may regret even more about things you have not said and done...
but never stop living your life cause no matter what we are getting older day by day... 
time isnt going to stop no matter what...
so live in the moment enjoy it completely you never know what life has installed for you in this roller coaster ride....
and things that seem so important today may seem insignificant as dirt tomorrow...
live life to the fullest... you can regret your whole life losing the moment or live the same moment and tell the world who is the boss 

him: ee moti...
her: haww kon moti yaha koi moti nai hai...
him: ahem ahem i toh didnt take only anyones name...guilty conscious
her:fine ja i dont wana talk to you only... i have lost weight also now toh...still you calling me fat huhuh... kaisa bestie hai 
him: bas gussa toh naak par hi hota hai na...
her: toh moti q bulata hai
him: aaree mela bacha tu toh jaisi hai vaisi hi mast hai... meri golu polu... tu ekdum patli ho jayegi toh mai kisko moti bulaunga ya ...aur kisko gussa dilake manaunga
her: awwww
him: bas awww ya haww tum ladkiyo ko kuch aur aata hi nai hai 
her: vapas ab chalu mat ho ja samja na
him: maaf kar de meri phoolan devi aap se panga nai lunga aaj ke liye itna hi

and we continued our nonsense...

once you start loving yourself... 
you will hate your ex for all the right reasons...

him:outside your house...come down fast...
her: umm.. something serious?? coming in 2mins...

she sneaks out...
cold night with stars shines high above.. the moon light lighting the road silver at the end of which he stood walking up and down waiting for her to come she observed him for a minute and knew somethings up...they had know each other for years now...had shared everything from feelings that they would prefer to be left unsaid to the craziest of dreams...

him: hi
her: hey 
him: howz you?
her: i m fine... umm you needed to talk... is it about some girl again...??
him: yes *grinning*
her: ohh... so who is it this time..? do i know her?
him: yes u know the she is your friend only...
her: ohh.. so who is she??
him:she is here u can meet her just shut your eyes and i ll call her...
her: *eyes shut*

he goes down on his knees takes her hand...

him: babe i know i am your bestie and i have liked you actually loved you more than a bestie since quiet sometime now... arghh i dont know what else to say... you know na i m not good with words... umm i just love you and gravity is not the reason i m falling for you its only you... sweetheart will you be the princess of this mario??

goes on her knees hugs him tight...
her: i lov you tooo

if you are not going to work on improving our relationship dont expect me to do that either...
if you can give up so easily so can i...
if u didnt find it worth fighting you wont find me around disturbing you... 
i love you but i also do respect myself...

each one of us have a reason to wake up to in the morning....
i wana be the reason you wake up with a huge smile...
it makes my day... 

the best night is when you dont have to set an alarm to get up in the morning....

maybe your forever wasn't as long as mine... 
when i said forever i meant till the day i die till eternity....
but...
when you said forever it was just a few months...
maybe thats why....
i am still here loving you and you are loving her promising maybe the same things...

today i see so many people sad depressed due to various reasons and due to genuine reason but who does not have problems without problems life would have been so monotonous and boring....
its like the twist in the straight road without the twist its not possible to reach the destination...
after over coming our problems we will never be the same maybe a tinne minne change but we will evolve as a person mentally and spiritually... we will grow become more matured... 
and as said before a drop and drop only make a sea so these little changes make us who we are today...
then why do people think that they can not be happy and just accept their sadness instead of fighting it off and instead of removing it from their life's the let sadness make a permanent home in their hearts...
after an emotion breakdown we do require time to over come it no doubt but how much time??
it is a fact that emotional pain lasts for only 20mins after that anything is due to excessive thinking...
wonderful it is that our thinking itself is the reason for our downfall....
just think over it guys is any reason so huge that you push yourself it to the realms darkness from where you yourself dont want to get out just because you think you can not be happy...?

when someone comes and tells you something they shouldn't have... you have three options you can either stay shut walk away sit home and cry like a little delicate darling letting them know you are weak or you can be the dont get on the wrong side of me person and burst out on them then and there inviting them back to say yet another thing.... or you can just smile and say YOU GOTTA PROBLEM WITH ME DEAR DEAL WITH IT... CAUSE YOU HAVING A PROBLEM IS NONE OF MY PROBLEMS... and walk away smiling... 
bolti hi band  

the best moments we have lived were always lies....
someone who said they ll be there forever who eventually left but left us with the most beautiful memories of life....

~~SOUL SISTERS~~

To my dearest kookiee... the one and only person to whom i can say all this to...and really mean it from my heart each and every word... so this ones for you.... 
we have never seen each other we randomly meet on a page where we wrote together as co-admins and eventually started talking more over gossiping... 
we really dont have to much in common... she saved me from people i thought were good but turned out to be the other way around at first i didnt even listen to her at the end she saved me making our bond all the more stronger... 
we may not talk daily but you are remembered for the sure... not a single day goes when you do not cross my mind....
people say two girls cant be friends you know thats true cause we arent friends anymore we are sisters not by blood but definitely by heart...
along all the mess of good people and bad crying and laughing for various reasons our relationship grew and its blooming to its fullest now...
if people see us talking they would not understand a single word hehehehe only we understand the crazy stuff we talk about...
we have discussed from makeup to magazines to girls to guys and what not...
we have laughed and cried together and this bond in literally unbreakable...
we may live miles apart and there is a really huge chance we may never meet but i pray to god that someday we will be sharing a room gossiping all that face to face which we have ever spoken on the phone...
bebiiii i lov u loadzzzz and miss you even more...hope to cya soooon....

Lieing to someone who reads your eyes is like lying to yourself and believing that they will believe your words...

That horrifying moment when "I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU" changes to "TAKE CARE OK" 
  

BEACH WALK UNDER THE SETTING SUN...

PART 2

we finally reach the beachside the place that i decided and it just beautiful no matter how many times we might visit this place it just takes your breathe away and it did this time too i just wanted to go hop and jump like a kid and feel the wind blowing through my hair listen to the sound of waves coming and going back again into the sea...
mr supercool was amazed too he loved the place i could say from the look on his face ...
it was the perfect timing to see the sun set... the sky was painted a mixed shade of orange yellow red and pink...
him: so you wana walk or sit?? 
her: lets walk...
( and i completely forgot that i was wearing heels so i did want no girl would do like ever not on a date atleast... i tossed of my heels and took them in my hand and there i was walk bare foot on the cold sand with Mr supercool i didnt even want to look at him he might just me thinking he is with the most crazy girl hehehe )

we walk around talking about everything and almost nothing at all its like time just passes by so far we had been walking for a while now... he as perfect as he can be n me as imperfect as i am...
he pampered me as much as he can from taking me to the place i wanted to go ...to making me have soo much that i might just skip lunch the next day from making me wear his jacket cause its chilling cold till complimenting me and making me blush...
he teased me, tickled so much so that i couldnt stop laughing... and finally we sit with so much walking and talking with loadz of masti teasing both of were exhausted... in him i could be me nor did i have to think before doing anything or saying anything nor was he judging me... it was as if talking to someone i meet everyday he made me feel home... how this perfect and imperfect got together so well i have no idea...
we meet often after that we had found great friends in each other... truly my being a messed did ultimately good it saved us from being formal around each other... we talk as if there is no tomorrow...
our lifes were working parallel and now that it crossed its not the same ever again...
happy to have you in my life 

BEACH WALK UNDER THE SETTING SUN...

PART 1

I am not the girly girl who loves shopping and will read all the magazines related to fashion only and does all those tantrums etc etc we all know how girls behave sometimes....
so i am here perfectly dressed to meet someone whom i have only spoken to over the phone and had loads of chatting on almost every social networking app and site 
but i am a girl after all right so how can i not dress up i want to be seen as a perfect girl...
pink top with skinny dark blue jeans with matching accessories and heels...
and here our mr supercool is waiting for me on his bike... and i am late when we are meeting for the first time oops and he does not even complain sweet that he is...
him: hey
her: hiii
him: so get on and we'll go somewhere...less crowded or you want to stand here and talk 
her: ya sure
him: so where do you wana go?
her: lets go to the beach side:D
(though i was dressed up like a girl i couldnt not think straight all i could say was a beachside seriously?? now the mess was done so lets just continue it.... not that i dont like the beach side i infact am in love with the sea but what if he doesnt like it... utter mess that i am)

here we are driving to the beachside....

If there is a thing called rebirth i wish to god everyday... not to write you just in my life but also in my destiny... your far but still so close... i can touch you talk to you... but you are not mine.... Weird that life is i love you, you love me.. but just maybe god does not love us together... so i am here seeing you from far apart letting you falling a little by little for her and maybe you ll see me to falling for him soon... DESTINED TO FALL IN LOVE BUT NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER...!!!

Some years down the line i am going to see a mini version of you... you playing with him/her... he/she doing all the karnamas that you do presently... and then i ll she the girl who gave you this happiness... and think what life would be if it were me in that place...!!!

weird it is how a single new relationship changes the equations of all the other relationships...

Smile is the electricity and life is a battery, whenever you smile the battery gets charged and beautiful day is activated. so keep smiling always 
GOOD MORNING...!!!!

The most courageous thing to do still is to think about yourself aloud  

PINGU...

When i was small the cartoon Pingu started on the channel pogo...it slowly became my favourite program for which i used to wait all day long and my mom found it really weird and so did the other people as the cartoon was nit really exciting people found it boring eventually i grew up and stopped seeing that...
years later somehow i named my bestie pingu too i dont know why there was to specific reason... and with time we drifted apart just like with time i stopped seeing the cartoon... 
PINGU became a very important part of my life as a kid and later on again as i matured...MISS YOU BESTIE...

hope_i_see_you_around_soon....

some love stories are meant to be left incomplete...
no matter how hard you try they will remain that way so...
instead of mending the broken pieces leave them and move on...
maybe it will hurt less...
and maybe you will come across someone who will be meant for you...

BEING THE STRONG ONE...

Its not easy to be the strong one... you have to laugh even when it hurts on the inside...
sit and listen to others complain about the bad things going in their lives when you want your to be heard...
people will kill you by asking whats wrong? but will not wait to listen to the answer...
being the strong one you become to support system to the loved ones in times they feel low...
but as soon as good times arrive they think its ok to leav...
no one asks you "are you ok??"
its always taken for granted that no matter what we will be ok...
so next time you see a very strong person...
be there for them tooo...
you never know being strong is the only option they have got  

Just because we can not be friends doesn't mean we are not...
And just because we are not together doesn't mean I will not love you...

NO MORE LIES, BETRAYALS, DECEITS.... I WILL NOT ALLOW MY PAST TO REPEAT ITSELF EVER AGAIN... 

THE MORE YOU KNOW THE MORE IT WILL HURT...

Life is short and I am growing old... Old enough to stop hanging out with people who yet have no idea about "LOYALTY"

Nothing haunts us more than the things left unsaid....

Once in a lifetime you will find that one person who completes your life and you can not imagine your life without them... Hold on to them and never let go...

The smallest acts are greater than the biggest intentions....

Everyone is special in there own way it takes the right person to look into the eye and notice it...

Arav always made Myra smile no matter how bad the situation is he was always the one who brought back life to this flower...

Myra had a terrifying breakup 2 years back and sweared never to give in to any guy as a friend so anything more seem far from possible she never trusted guys she was almost anti men... But with arav around things had started to change her perception about men was changing he bought a smile to her face... But fear always dominated she knew what is going on between them isn't just friendship but did not want to accept such a fact she lived with a belief that she is not lovable and all men are dogs for maybe way to long... He made her believe in love all over again... She broke the wall around her heart created years ago just for him she had undoubtedly started trusting him spending time with him was something she looked forward to...

But life had some other plan maybe Love was yet not ready to enter in myras life...

Arav was just pretending maybe or his feelings just vanished off as they had appeared no reasons given he flew away with the wind breaking her heart all over again... Making her believe all men are dogs all over again...