December 08, 2013

Sumtyms...♥♥♥


Sumtyms...
a hug Is aLL It takes 2 cheer a Lost souL..
sumtyms..
a prank Iz aLL It takes to brIng a frIendshIp back on track..
sumtyms..
It's a sImpLe "I mIss You" dt conveys a worLd of feeLIngs... 
sumtyms...
Itz Jst few wordz of care, wIch mk ur best frnd feeL dt sm1 Iz dre 4me...
sumtyms..
It's Just a kIss tat makes ur Lover's day...
so,
go ahead n express ur feeLIngs..!
who noes,
Lyf mIte not gIv u a 2nd chance..
Scooby Doo:" Taught me to never be afraid of
screwing up
Tom and Jerry:" Taught me friendship..
Alladin:" Taught me nothing is impossible
Mickey Mouse:" Taught me to be good person..
Richie rich:" Taught me to never feel proud..
Shinchan:" Taught to enjoy my life
Mr. Bean:" taught me to make everyone laugh
They were cartoons to all but for me they were my teachers.
Wen Ur gal picks up a pillow fite thinking she is stronger hold her close n dnt let her go She ll lov it ..
In d start of a relationship two ppl hve 2 agree....
Bt to end a relationship Nly one has to n d other has to ACCEPT....
If you just promise to be mine forever. In my hapiness i'll do wonders. If you just hold my hand again, I'll fly against the wind, forgetting the past. And if you just sing with me, I'll be happy to sing it till my last breathe of life. I feel so incomplete, so lonely in the crowd that surrounds Its just your smile that I seeks & then my happiness knws no bounds
Those 16 years of life... 
Guess this is the best time ever... 
Scoldings from dad, 
Telling mom to take our request to him... 
Getting upset on not having choice of lunch... 
First love... 
Friends n friendships... 
Making study schedules daily...
Then not following those time tables even for a day...
Staying awake during exam nites...
Having innumerable cups of coffee...
Noticing our crush in the class...
Then pretending to look in other direction when caught...
Gossiping about teachers...
Calling principal by different names...
Giving tips to juniors...
Those silly reasons to enjoy treats...
Eating junk...
Giving new definitions of love everyday...
Getting angry if someone says a small thing to friends...
Loving them like no one can...
Those 16 years were the best...
The best days that anyone can get...
'Ab toh bade ho gaye yaar' :(;-(:p
I knew I ws risking a lot wen I let u in bt I did it anyway I thot u would b different n nw I knw I ws so wrong....
Cing a shooting star ma heart secretly wishd 4 u....I wonder if Eva dis wish coms true Wil it b a blessing o a curse.....
You knw wt ma dream job is...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Getting paid 4 slpin ♥♥♥♥
Hehehehe....
U ve always heard ppl dnt expect n u Wil nvr b disappointed....
Bt wen u lov sum1 unconditionally n Dey revert bck wid d same enthusiasm...
A lil expectation builts up unknwnin...
N wt hurts is wen dis expectation breaks....
So expecting sumthin isn't wrong jst recheck who r v expectin frm...
We take relationships for granted,believing that no matter what happens,destiny will have a way out.. But sometimes,there is no way out..Sometimes,that time IS the last time..Sometimes when you turn your back on someone,they'll turn your back on you too.. What will you do then..? Find someone else..? Maybe.. But that someone else won't be the same because people,unlike things,people don't have replacements.. Don't let go of those who love you or someday you might start feeling like a small fish in the ocean..
Her:Hi..
Him:hey..
Her:wassup
Him: nothing
Her: hwz u...
Him: gud
Her: hmmm
Bst chat 2 hve wid an irritating person bt also d worst chat 2 hve wid a Besties....
Wrds dnt matter d importance of d person in our lyf matters.....
Not dream but night changes. 
Not`destiny but path changes. 
Always keep your hopes alive, 
because luck may or may not change but time definitely changes..!! 
Good Morning.
Somtyms all u need is a hug frm d rite person....d tighttt hug whr u cnt jst get mre close n wen u finally leaving d other person hugs u tighter nt wantin 2 let go :-D:-D
Trust sum1 completely 4 d 1st tym Dey deserve a chance....
Bt if Dey break it...
Dnt trust dem again cos u deserve a chance 2 find sum1 better....
I m kind enough 2 4give u bt nt foolish enough 2 trust 1ce again....
Every nw n den u c friendship relationships breaking n all of dem hve dere own reasons insecurities jealousy ignorance etc etc v al knw dem...ppl move on wid tym... V eventually do find replacements 4 every1 bt still ppl cnt b replacement new ppl com in bt every person whose com in our lyf o is gona com is no substitute 4 d old 1 every person mkes dere own plc... N so dere is always dis tinne minne space in ur heart 4 d ppl who 1ce were spl n due 2 situations r nt wid u nw...
Ppl say u should fite wid d ppl n should nt let dem go...
Is it actually rite?? Lyk cn u forceful mke dem stay wen its dere own choice 2 leave...
N y should u fite anyway u didn't fite wid dem 2 enter ur lyf so nor should u b chasing around dem 2 stay... V r spl n so v should nt b asking sum1 2 stay if Dey knw our value Dey wil....
Bt lyf is nt so harsh as sum1 leave another enters v r nvr Lft alone in dis journey a new face always coms 2 our rescue...
Who Wil lov us n care for us in dere own way...
N someday amongst dese new faces v Wil find dat 1 person who Wil walk wid us through our whole lyf ahead as a friend partner parent soulmate... He/she may nt necessarily b our wives o husbands it mayb ur best friend u nvr knw...
Bt each one of us r lucky enough 2 find dat one in a million person who is gona stand wid us wen a million r against...
U nvr knw Whr u r gona find dem in Colg in school at Wrk on fb u nvr knw....
So guys n gals while w8n for our one in a million person dnt 4get 2 b dat person 4 som1 2 cos he/she is w8n 4u tooo....
Happiness is a decision....
U Wil stay as happy as u decide 2 b.... N dat stays 4 as long as u wish....
So all u beautiful gals n handsome guys... Smile n shw d world ur widest smile....
N let lyf knw who its dealing wid....
Ma lst seen on wts app is jst 2 chk Ur lst seen.... 
As d sun sets n dusk takes ova painting d sky wid millions of shades of yellow orange n pink....
Birds fly bck 2 dere nests...
Tiny lights start glowing frm each house....
Smoke rising frm each house...
Welcoming d nite...
Wich brings 1000s of tinne minne stars n d Eva green moon...
Lukin at wich every lover bcoms filmy....
D birds feeding lil 1s...
D waves comin n goin at d shore....
Trees dancing 2 c choreography of winds....
Sunsets n sunrises painting d sky each day....
Lil raindrops kissing d ground finally fulfilling months of thrust....
D smell of soil Afta d 1st rains...
N hw everything turns mre green Afta....
Wid d tinne minne drops of water touching Ur face till d cold winds mkin u shiver
Frm Njoyin rains wid friends
Till Holding hands of Ur lover.. .
A kiss in d rain...
D water splashing puddle jumping...
Hvin ice creams in d cold
Hot chai coffee wid pakodas
Getting hme drenched n lisnin 2 moms shouts....
So as d monsoons exit n rains leave us wid a new set of memories....
Nature gives us d beautiful chance 2 c beauty beyond human capacity 2 rebuilt so lets appreciate it tke a lil tym outta our bsy schedules n admire d most beautiful thing present around us d shoulder dat Wil always b dere 4 us 2 calm us....
If you get a chance grab if wid both hands...
If dat changes Ur lyf let it....
Cos lyf nvr promised it would b easy...
It Nly promised it would b worth it....

SWEET POSESSIVENESS....

BATTERY LOW!!!
My fone notified for the millionth tym...
Her: i should leave him a msg o else he ll b worried...
Types a msg - babbu battery low wil b hme by 8 wil cal u asap
MESSAGE SENDING FAILED BATTERY DRAINED HALDHELD SWITCHING OFF....
At 8:30pm
You hve received 13missed call shwd the company msg...(all his )
Messages: hey babbu
wts my baby doing...
Hey all fin na y is ur fone off baby?
Babbu r u still in colg wrkin??
Its getting l8 reach hme soon...
Babbu plzz reply should i com n pick u its pretty l8....
Miss bsy plzzz msg me asap.... :@
Cals him...
Her: babbu i m hme dnt worry ws wrkin l8 for colg fest its frm tomo u knw naa...n battery drained sowieee baby...
Him: so finally ur hme.. ya ya colg fest alone u nly hve 2 do all the wrk na...u should hve told me i would drop u hme... alone ur roamin... ohh ur fone wsnt evn charged hw cn u contact me hw cn any1 contact u??? Dis isn’t d 1st tym u dnt bother leaving a msg afta all who am i yaa... yy would u care i m worried o wteva dats ma prob hai na??
Her: babbu dnt say dat plzz.. i m sowiee naa...n dnt say u r any1 ur ma everything ya....i ws gonna send u a msg bt it switchd off...
Him: bsy gtg ttyl miss bsy...
Her: plzz babbu...
Him: shut up do u realise i ws soo worried the world isn’t safe nw u were alone travelling i dnt care abt ur wrk fest i should knw whr u r... u knw na wen u dntt reply i get dam worried still u dnt charge ur fone i cnt c u hurt babbu plzz understand... if sumthin happens 2 u i wil die... it wil b ma fault dat i couldn’t protect u.. dat i wsnt around wen u needed me.. i cnt bear a tear in ur eye...
Her: i m sowiee i love u...
Him: i lov u too stupid nw whr is ma babbus smile...
Her: itna datoge toh smile kaha se aayegi
Him: aise kaam nai karne ke naa
Her: bas ab aur taunt karo toh smile kabhi nai aayegi
Him:aaree ma babbu smile naa i lov u na mwahh
Her: *blushing* i lov u toooo
Him: oyee hoyeee
Her: aapko toh jana tha naa
Him: ohh shit..tere chakar mai meri job paka jaiyegi byee meeting hai ghar jake wil cal tum soe jana babbu pura din kaam kiya hai u ll b tired bye bye
Her: hehehe wil w8 4 ur cal byee
Him: acha lisnnn
Her: ha bolo na
Him: i lov u alott babbu mwah bye
Her:*blushing* jaoo ab
her: goood morning swthrt
him: morning
her: whats wrong didnt sleep well?? 
him: naah its nothing 
her: wont tell me also na?
him: baby i need a promise from you... 
her: umm suddenly?? ok tell me... for you anything...
him: you wont step outta the house today not for a minute not for a second for no reason just dont leave the house please will you do this for me...
her: huh.. babbu teme whats wrong why would you need such an absurd promise? what are you hiding....
him: bachu i saw a very bad dream about you and i dont want anything to hurt you na so please i wont be able to see you hurt in any manner please jaan just for today do this small little thing for me please baby...
her: ok ok i wont go out at all...if it gives you peace... when did my lover boy become Mr tensed haa
him:hehehehe i love you loads i ll come at your place we ll spend the whole day together i just want to be with you
her: awww

PS: he normally does not believe in all these things but maybe that visual freaked him out a little to much... he literally didnt let me step outta the house  
just a thought... 
if i disappear for sometime do not contact anyone no messages no calls nothing... will i b missed?? 
i may sing and dance... smile all the time and laugh like its the best day of my life... but take a look closer... the truth is the more i laugh the more i smile it just gets more hollow on the inside cause you are not around to say anymore "baby i know that smiles fake but i promise i will change that no matter what"....
i dont know what the future has installed for us... i hope we are together but there is a high possibility that you will not be together... but in this life time i will always be grateful that somewhere our paths crossed and we walked the path of life together 
"I LOVE YOU" 
a plain and simple i love you is all i need to hear from you everyday and they will be the best days of my life definitely.... 
The moment you get to know your ex is dating your enemy and all you can say is...
"AHH.. NEVER MIND THEY DESERVE EACH OTHER "
make her realise you want the relationship more than her and she will be more than happy to fulfil whatever the relationship demands... cause there will come a time when she will be getting second thoughts about the relationship love her and she will definitely love you back in a way u never imagined....
let her wake up to a looong sweet cute message... 
no amount of money will be able to compare to that smile.. 
dont make her fall for you if you have no intensions in catching her...
i wish someday someone holds you straight for 20mins...
no pulling back...
no looking at your face...
not trying to kiss you...
just plain simply holds you...
I remember it all...
the long walks 
the song dedications
the loong walks
the endless chats
the loong night calls
and everytime i remember...
i fall in love with you all over again...
felling_loved  
reading old messages and wondering what where went wrong 
the crazy stupid things you do just to get a glimpse of your crush in college   
her: how many times did i cross you mind...
him: umm... just once...
her: *sad* so you didnt miss me at all? 
him: just once cause you never left...
her: *speechless*
him: i love you... never stop talking to me again... if you angry shout scream do anything but not this i can not tolerate your silence...
her: i love you to...
when my phone blinks with your name no matter what time what situation...
always makes me smile...
that one song which is never heard always skipped...
but...
never deleted...
her: i am going to kill you...why do you irritate me so much...arghh... i have to go out... my hairs in a mess...you dont understand a thing...i hate you...
him: *smiles*you can not even if you try babe...and you look soooo cute when you angry cant resist irritating you... and that frown haye mai maar java...
her: *blush**blush*
him: she is the one who has been with me through all my ups and downs tolerated my anger insecurities and all my possible mood swings and never complained she has been with me in my happy days in which sometimes i forget her and the sad days in which i need her the most... she has seen me breaking down and cry like a kid and laugh like there is no tomorrow... she has been with me when a girl says a no... through my flings serious relationships and breakups.... she is the only one who came back even after i left her for someone else... she is no one but my bestie and sweetheart i love you as my bff you have a special place in my heart which can not be replaced no girl will ever replace you... you are and will for ever be that one special person who stood by me no matter how i treated you... and for your patience and trust in me that i will no matter when come back in need for you...

her: *teary eyes smile on her face* i love you
have reached that stage of life where i no longer think its necessary to please anyone...
you like me and if you care you are welcomed to stay...
and if you dont you can freaking leave...
and i will give a damn....
nvr thot i ll b d gal sittin in a corner cryin at nite 4 a guy... bt lyf has a weird way to mke stuff happen d unexpected way...
him: i know you love me...
her: *smiles* yes i have never denied it babbu
him: but i can not love you back you know i have her...
her: i know...
him: 
her: aare chill yaar sad mat ho tu nai kar sakta toh mai kar lungi teri taraf se bhi aur meri taraf se bhi  
BESTIES FOREVER....
there is no such thing as happy endings...
simply because anything true has no end  
I msgd you and you didnt reply..
its obvious...
you got soo excited...
seeing my msg...
that you fainted...
and sadly you couldnt reply...

~THE DAY RESULTS ARE DECLARED~

F1- YOU KNOW WHAT I CAME FIRST IN CLASS...
F2- SERIOUSLY...???  
F1- WHY WOULD I JOKE? 
F2- YOU DITCHER WHEN DID YOU STUDY SO MUCH KAMINI LUCHI RAAT KO KITNA PADHA KARTI THI NA MUJE SAB PATA HAI HUH
F1- :|

~TODAYS PEOPLE~

IT MAKES ME THINK HOW WE LOVE AND PAMPER OUR PETS AND A FEW THINGS ARE LIKE THE MOST PRICED POSSESSION WE LOVE IT MORE THAN ANYTHING SOMETIMES IGNORE PEOPLE BUT IN THIS PROCESS WE FORGET THAT AFTER ALL IT IS A NON LIVING THING AND THE LOVE IS NEVER GOING TO BE RETURNED..
ITS LIKE HUGGING A TEDDY BEAR IT WILL NEVER HUG YOU BACK...
WE FORGET TO LOVE PEOPLE AROUND US WHO LOVE US WE ARE BUSY LOVING THINGS AROUND US...WE ALWAYS REALISE THE WORTH OF PEOPLE WHO LEAVE... WHY IS IT NECESSARY THAT SOMETHING THAT TO GO FAR AWAY TO BE VALUED CAN YOU NOT PAMPER YOUR GIRLFRIEND BEFORE SHE LEAVES...CAN YOU NOT CALL YOUR BESTIE BEFORE WE START DRIFTING APART...
I HOPE SOMEDAY I AWAKE UP TO A WORLD WHERE PEOPLE VALUE PEOPLE MORE THEN THINGS WHERE PEOPLED ARE LOVED AND THINGS ARE USED NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND...  

~~LOYALTY~~

the most important factor in any relationship is being loyal to the one you love..
today we see couples everywhere some are truly in love but for some its just time pass something they do cause there is no other work to be done...which is obviously highly sick... 
in such relationships loyalty can not be expected... they are hugging a gal and checking out another... 
trust is something that we build with time and people fake its just how good you are judging in todays world....
loyalty does not only mean getting close to someone without your loved one knowing if you find yourself deleting messages call logs so that they dont know is cheating enough... but i dont blame you no no it isnt your fault completely we all are so insecure about losing that person that we forget to give them space which is highly important cause without that it would be suffocating the relationship... we forget to be their best friends first...the insecurity to lose that person makes us lose the best friend in them....
we see best friends sharing everything but we might find a few couples openly sharing as besties do... why?? arent they suppose to be more closer to us emotionally...
being loyal isnt a one side thing your partner should be as open and understanding to...
if u find yourself behaving differently with them hiding stuff from them to avoid fights think on it are you with the right person?? 
if i would say losing you is something i could handle i would be definitely lying....
you there...
yes yes i m talking to you only...
you are beautiful in your own way...
dont let anyone or anything...
change that...
love yourself...
and soon people around you will fall madly in love with you...
till then...
admire yourself....
praise yourself...
keep the confidence...
and...
keep going....
its exactly 12 midnight... 
on normal year i would be talking to you singing pulling your leg and aimlessly talking away about nothing important....
afterall you are my bestie and its your bday today but this year things are different...
it was just two months ago that you said the words " i am banned from msging you i have done everything but my hands are tied i hope you will understand" ending everything that we ever shared...
just one sentence and now the aimless talking switched to work related talks only...
there had to be a reason for me msgin and calling you...
knowingly i started avoiding the places where you hangout the most facing you is more then painful its not that i hate and i m ignoring you its more like i miss you and i m upset with you so i am ignoring you
more like i am waiting for you to miss me then to come right up on your face and telling you that i miss you that i miss my bestest friend...
we never shared anything romantic we were always besties and we were meant to be that way i didnt expect anything more from you except to let the bond we share remain the same let nothing affect it atleast talk like we did and not talk like strangers but was to much to expect ...
now the day i would have been veryyy excited about has come and here i m still thinking should i call or just leave a msg or just let you think i have slept off or just forgotten your special day...
with your number entered on the screen with just a green button away i wish i had the courage to go ahead...
the though is not that should i wish you or no it more like do u need a wish from someone you left behind in life...

|~ THE CONFUSION ~|


Its weird how we can despirately want to meet someone but at the same time don't want to meet them.....
the longing to hear their voice have conversations get back what we shared and the hope that things will just be the same but at the same time we wana run away and hide just at the sight of them....
its weird how you wana run and give them the tightest hug tell them all that you have ever wanted but also turn way and not see them at the same time cause you know we don't share the same relationship that we did before....
that we have lost all rights over that person and just nothin in the whole wide world can bring things back except for them....
but will dey??
is a question still unanswered and if they ever do would u wana give someone that chance and trust them that what happened will never happen again can the broken bond be gelled up so easily like nothing ever happened and just everything is the same...
will the void which was created fill up...
can they mean the world to you just like it did before....
is it possible that we can start all over again and forget what passed through us....
surprisingly conversations with loved ones do not need words always eyes do all the talking words somehow fail to convey the intensity and depth of our feelings...
words may sometimes be misinterpreted leading to misunderstandings and other complications...
we learn to different languages and millions of languages are used all over the world we educate ourselfs get the highest of degrees but while talking to our loved one our eyes do all the talking....
words just seem senseless Putting our years of education in d garbage....
In every relationship there is a strong one and a weak one...
and being the weak one definately sucks big time... its not necessary that the weak one is the girl a big NO NO for that though... it can the guy also... 
each relationship may it be friendship or soulmates or anything... one has to be weak if both are strong it may not last at all you know ego problems and all that complications yeahh...
one of the two has to let down their ego and let go of the fight take the initiative to talk and bring back things to normal....
and as time passes one falls more and more in love as the others falls outta love...
being the weaker one you may always wana mend stuff bring it back to normal not allow them to fall apart in this process we stop caring of ourselves we try to put back the fallen pieces of glass back as there are even though it means we are the only ones trying... we forget where to draw that line between love and despiration.. we also forget that a relationship can not work on ones efforts it works when two people wana work it out... and no person on earth is foolish but also human beings have a tendency to live in denial... denial of truth denial of what is right.. cause we all have a heart which has feelings which makes us humans... and this stupid heart does not accept the harsh reality that life brings to us... it enjoys staying it the dream fantasy world.. but this world does not exist for long the harsh reality of life comes smashing on our faces...
all of us have been in this place been the weak one gone through hell and eventually turn out to be the stronger ones doing the same things had once hurt us to someone else... this cycle ends on true love if there exists one.....
seeing him after almost a month this "him" doesnt refer to any bf o ex bf o even a crush its just my best friend now you ll will think why i am being soo dramatic about just seeing him not even a proper meeting after all he is my bestestt friend and why i didnt call out for him... i reli have no idea why i didnt call out for him i was seeing him after exactly 1 month 9hours and just like last time this meeting wasnt planned either... and like last time things between us didnt change...exactly a month before he told me that he didnt want to us to stay in contact as his gf didnt want him to and in this looong one month we havent really communicated that much arghh stupid insecured gf.. i always wonder why gf have problems with best friends... and obviously the best friend has to be understanding enough to leave their way after all they are soulmates no one is suppose to come in between and by chance you actually miss him too much and call him or msg him she will believe you are trying to snatch him from her how filmy ... not that i havent ever been on the gf side i have and i am sure i wasnt telling him to stop talking etc etc i was never that insecure and obvo the truth remains if he has to leave he will eventually me telling him to break contact with anyone will just slower the process...
but now he has left not completely but he has almost you know the hanging relationship you have with people which eventually goes in the dump just the matter of time... i didnt reli thing this would be happening to us i mean we had that awesome bonding we had the forever teasing and meeting and pulling each others leg... and pulling others legs with each other... he was always there for me as much as i was... it wasnt ever a one side thing... we both loved the friendship we shared equally no one greater no one less... but good things end soon more like we never get enough of the good part... just seeing him got me numb i couldnt move just looking at him 10seconds were that effective it isnt like i hate him or i m angry nor am i blaming him or something like that i am just upset with what happen to us... vacations wil end in exactly 6days that also means i will be seeing him every single day if just a 10 seconds of seeing him can hurt soo much i have no idea how i will be handling the formal hi's and conversations that will follow... its heartbreaking to see him act so aloof so distant and so indifferent towards me.... i wish this period ends soon and someday suddenly he will com and hug me and say"sweatheart i have missed my best friend and i am not letting her go for anyone" hoping against hope this wil happen soon....
#miss_you_like_hell
you are always online
but you never msg...
i always type a msg for you
but never send it.... </3

December 06, 2013

When you cant call... I'll understand..
when you have other plans... I'll understand..
when you're not ok... I'll understand...
when you're out with your friends... I'll understand..
when you cant talk... I'll understand..
when you dont have time to check on me...I'll understand...

But when i cant take it anymore...
ITS YOUR TIME TO UNDERSTAND...